Sunday 14 October 2018

Merasai Syurga

How sometimes i wish i could write anything that come across my mind without thinking people will read this..
but i just cant..

anyhow..
hari ni Ahad, 14th October 2018.
Time 3.41PM
alone at home & watching Marley & Me..
entah untuk ke berapa kali dah..

dia g umah mak tiri dia..

We are currently trying to get pregnant..
it's been 4 freaking cycle since i started makan ubat kesuburan and nil chances of doing IUI yet!!!!
it's gonna be cycle number 5 when the next time i amik ubat tu semua..
doakan urusan aku d permudah..
it's hard seriously..

aku sbnrnye dlm perasaan annoyed yg tersngt2 dgn personal life aku sekarang..
aku jrg gile balik tgk org tua aku..
and aku sedih d sbb kan itu..

most of the time aku akan sembunyikan prasaan aku..
just showing the outside of me..
adui...susah nye nak explain..

here is the thing..
dia dpt anxiety pulak a year ago..
on medication for a while and the stop without the doctor advise.
aku tukar kerja awal thn haritu..
trying very best to perform..
in order to get a better raise and bonus..

ok.gtg.

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